You don’t get over it
You don’t give up wishing it
You keep going
You don’t stop crying
That is a lie
DON’T — lie to yourself
It is ok to keep crying
It is ok to one day just stop on your tracks and let the tears run down your face for what wasn’t
Pretending that you are ok
Pretending that it is bad not to be ok
It is ok NOT to feel perfect
Happy all the time
It is ok to feel sad because it…
During these days when my words are quiet, but my soul is screaming.
The days when calm is on the horizon while deep in the flesh you are pouring blood and sweat.
The days when the eyes look beyond, they shed oceans of tears for something that wasn’t so.
The days of slow-moving and easy pacing, while your feet want to run a marathon of fear and disgust.
The days when questions are flying like birds, but answers are buried in the tombs of despair.
The days when faith is abundant while you question his responses.
During these days when…
Ella tiene muchos nombres
Para mi ella es guerrera
Para mi ella es fuerza
Para mi ella es poder
Para mi ella es fe
Para mi ella es la zona segura
Para mi ella es irrompible
Para mi ella es luz
Ella es mi sol durante el día
y la luna durante la noche
Para mí … ella es la vida misma
Ella es mi esperanza
Ella es mi deseo
Ella es mi confidente
Ella es mi maestra
When you come I hate it, it feels like a thunder bursting in me
A war against nature, a prove that I’m not there yet
Prove that my insides are not ready yet, an inexplicable disillusionment
Inside of me, you flow, without regard to my wishes and my dreams
I hate it when you come; it shows that my dreams are not real and that you are in control
Your flow, your pain, your dirt.
I hate it when you come, my life stops, my goals are shattered, you erase my fantasy, my ambition to be once again in…
I survived the natural pushes of the waves
It rang through me like thunder from the rain
It took me through a whirlwind wind
I went around and around
Up and down
And it kept pushing me back up into its middle turmoil
The many rocks that went on top of me
I pushed them and kicked them
And threw my fists at them
The walks with the veins that were pushed against my toes
As the roads became heavy, dark, no light, anywhere
As my heart kept gushing for air
Kept trying to breathe through the debris